Raw Honesty....Hopefully

I'm not sure when it started. 

I can only tell you that it's still going on.

Tears.  Sorrow.  Weeping.  Loneliness.  Heaviness.  

I've been trying to figure it out on my own for a couple of weeks now.

I considered that I was due.

Could it be from working out so much lately?

Is it sympathy hormones for my beautiful pregnant wife?

I thought it was just stress.

Maybe the announcement of a son uncorked some emotional bottle...

Perhaps the responsibilities of family, work and friendships has finally been felt.

The truth is that for about two weeks I have either flat out cried or been on the verge of crying at least once a day with the exception of a two day dry spell.

I've talked to a select few about this and now I turn to you.  

Please pray.

Pray that this is a good thing.

Pray that it is leading me to God in a deeper fashion than I've experienced before.

Pray that God wouldn't let this pass without using it in a powerful way for His Kingdom.

Pray that as I'm away I will pour my heart and soul into my first calling.

I find myself in Psalm 6:6.

This is who I am; where I am.

Hi, my name is "Yours."

Comments

[Melissa]

You, Anita and the future big sisters will remain in my prayers.

To make you smile - my future husband would like to know your secret. He's determined to break the "girl spell" upon the Stewart house. :)

[Randy Loveless]

When can we do a day??